cnu-ON MY BROTHER’S 28TH BIRTHDAY, MY PARENTS DRAG…

I remember when I was fifteen, Ethan had a final history paper due. It was worth half his grade. He was at a party. He had forgotten about it. He came home late, smelling like beer, and laughed. “Oh crap. That paper is due tomorrow.” My mother looked at me. Not at him—at me. “Charlotte, you’re good at history. Help your brother. Help him do it.”

I stayed up all night. I sat in the library surrounded by my father’s old books. I wrote twelve pages on the American Revolution. I was so tired my eyes burned. At 6:00 a.m., I printed it and put it in his backpack. He got an A. He told my father, “I barely even tried.” My father clapped him on the shoulder. “That’s my boy.” Ethan smiled at me over our father’s shoulder. It was a small, mean smile. He knew. I knew. But only his success mattered.

Our family dinners were quiet. They were held in the formal dining room. We sat at a table so long I felt miles away from my father. The only sounds were the clicks of silverware on porcelain.