The lake took them.
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Eventually, I stopped going, not because I'd made peace, but because the place itself had started to feel cruel.
I took down the framed lake photos because I couldn't keep turning a corner and seeing sunlit versions of the three people I'd never been allowed to say goodbye to properly.
Meanwhile, life kept moving, even when I felt stuck in the same place.
Lily grew. I learned how to build a life around the missing shape of my family. School lunches. Homework. Soccer socks. Rent. All the ordinary work of staying upright for the child who was still there. I thought that was what the rest of my life would look like.
Then last weekend, Lily found her first little phone in an old closet box, and what she brought into my bedroom that night changed the shape of everything I thought I knew.
Meanwhile, life kept moving, even when I felt stuck in the same place.
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It was after dinner when she came into my room. I was folding laundry, half-watching some forgettable show. Lily stood in the doorway, holding a small pink phone.
"I found it in one of the old closet boxes," she said. "The charger was in there too. I thought it wouldn't work, but it charged." Lily's eyes suddenly filled. "I was looking through all these old selfies and games from when I was little, and then I found something else."
I set the laundry aside. "What is it, sweetheart?"
She looked down at the phone. "Mom, Dad sent me a video the night before they left and asked me not to show you."
I stopped folding laundry and stared at her. "What video?"
