“Dylan,” she said. Her voice was smooth, melodic, and entirely devoid of the jagged edges of a mother’s grief. It was the voice of someone who had rehearsed this moment in front of a mirror until the delivery was flawless. “It’s been a long time.”
“Yes,” I managed to whisper. “It has.”
I waited for the cinematic collapse. I waited for her to fall to her knees, to sob into her hands, to beg for a forgiveness I wasn’t even sure I had the capacity to give. I had spent a lifetime imagining this reunion—usually in the dark, usually when I was feeling particularly alone. I imagined she’d wrap me in her arms and whisper that she’d spent every night of the last two decades wondering if I was okay.
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